Her Name

In silence she waits
Calmly she states,
“I am dying…”
“I do not know how long I have left.”

Her smile is late,
My reply I contemplate.
Confused and in shame,
I can not say her name.

Her eyes are clear
They show no fear
They search my mind
In distance and time

“I speak not of death…”
I only seek light.”
“I speak not of now,
I only seek night”

Taken aback
My words will attack
“Speak clear and right,
Explain to me your sight”

In reply,
as silent as a sigh…
She begins to cry

“I see a life I have not lived”
“I see a world that does not give”
“I dream of gardens and beauty beyond”
“I dream of a love that will be found”

“I have waited so long,
I have been patient and strong”
“Finally I break,
My walls I forsake”

Then silence

I hear her
Inside
She is right
As clear as light

I can not say her name
She is I and I the same
I understand her pain
I understand her shame

She is not dying a different death
She is not breathing a different breath
We are all running the same race
Although some travel a different pace

~ by enreal on November 6, 2009.

14 Responses to “Her Name”

  1. This is lovely, haunting
    and so true..

  2. I am struggling to find the right words here……WOW! Amazingly beautiful and as Sorrow says..haunting.

  3. Beautiful but sad. I particularly enjoyed:
    “I see a life I have not lived”
    “I see a world that does not give”
    “I dream of gardens and beauty beyond”
    “I dream of a love that will be found”
    If she could only know her Creator she would have hope and her pace would quicken.

  4. You always have such spectacular images.

    Perhaps the soul has sides and volumes able to explore multiple feelings simultaneously. Your words seem to generate more than one exploratory current that flows right into our eyes. Questions and answers appear in the flowing metaphors.

    Rain on me.

  5. I was mesmerized by your photo pic…and the words…

    You have a great day, my friend:)

    Cyrus

  6. Amazing….beautiful!

  7. Sometimes it is hard, but there are those moments when we know that all of the suffering was almost nothing, and that it was not wasted.

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